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Created on 2003-09-20 08:13:43 (#1337310), last updated 2006-10-10
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A journal started as my prozac journal, and when I quit prozac *and my job* it changed gears.
There isn't a moment in my day when I'm not thinking about my weight, my size. Every person I see, I assume they are disgusted by me and my fat. Because it is all I ever think about, I needed to make a seperate and private journal.
I realize that my thinking and eating habits are severely disordered. I do not wish to try to treat them. When I go in the grocery store, I think about how much calories every food has in it and how I can't eat anything.
And I keep going.
A journal started as my prozac journal, and when I quit prozac *and my job* it changed gears.
There isn't a moment in my day when I'm not thinking about my weight, my size. Every person I see, I assume they are disgusted by me and my fat. Because it is all I ever think about, I needed to make a seperate and private journal.
I realize that my thinking and eating habits are severely disordered. I do not wish to try to treat them. When I go in the grocery store, I think about how much calories every food has in it and how I can't eat anything.
And I keep going.
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